"I don’t want to be hurt"
“I’m not gonna hurt you”
“I know I look a mess when I come off stage. Of course I look a mess, and I’m not going to spend 10 minutes trying to iron myself out. I get blood on my face at the end of the play, and it stains a little bit - but I’m not going to spend extra time removing it. I want to go home! So it does annoy you when you’ve just done a show and somebody [in a newspaper report] says that I’m sparking concern and many people are worried about my pale appearance. No, I’m just pale - this is what my face looks like!”
It will be difficult to break the habits of thinking Abnegation instilled in me, like tugging a single thread from a complex work of embroidery. But I will find new habits, new thoughts, new rules. I will become something else.
MY SPIRIT ANIMAL!!! TRIS YOU FUCKING OJFRFOGO